As I close my eyes to look for you
After you refused to open yours
The red light just fades,
As the silent shrill in the head rises
Till it becomes dark and darker
Just when the hollow dark in my navel
Becomes a black hole
And flings out of my belly
This ugly black chord
Suppurating blood and slime and mud
The chord twirls and snakes around me
Sharp as a blade
And stabs and spears through my flesh
Slicing halves of me
One writhing in pain
The other, cold and blue,바카라 웹사이트
Stoned, unmoved
Watching silently,바카라 웹사이트
Smiling cruelly
From afar
And then바카라 웹사이트
Suddenly
The chord throws together the sliced two
Together, yet unsewn, and shoving away the other
Sweating, I open my eyes
And head to make some coffee바카라 웹사이트
As I sit down and hear my gulps바카라 웹사이트
In between loud heart thuds
Some coffee drips from the fine cracks
Of the unsewn togethers
And as I wipe the floor
Some dark slime drips from the chord
And splashes on the floor.